May is almost gone...

I have been dreading this month for several reasons, and now it's about to be a new month. For one; we are all reminded of what happened this month 7 years ago. Another year gone and still it get's no easier. I miss Mom everyday. I wonder if it will ever get better for us as a family. She was the glue that held us all together. She will forever be loved and missed.

Happy Mother's Day

Friday at work all the managers were wishing the mother's that work there a good Mother's Day. As the day went on I kept hearing people talk about what they were getting their Mom's, and how they were going to take their Mom to dinner. I kept having this sick feeling in my stomach, cause I knew that we couldn't celebrate with our Mom, except going to the grave and visiting. I guess I'm just selfish because I want her here in the flesh. Katrina and I go to Walmart today to grocery shop and it was so crowded with people grabbing gift's for their Mom's. It just hurt's so bad, because we got cheated out of a great Mother, and she got cheated out of her life. Cancer is taking so many people's lives. I hope someday soon they find a cure for cancer. I know Mom is in a glorious place, and she is having the time of her life with our Savior Jesus Christ, and her Mother. I miss her and long to see her again. Happy Mother's Day to Mom and all the Mother's out there.